Sunday, May 6, 2018

When Did You Ask for the "One'?


One day I asked for god to send me the "one". At the time I thought that it was a man that I was over the moon over. I thought he was everything I would have wanted. He was someone that would reject me, then reach out to me only to reject me again. It became a cycle that ensued more times than I can count. Then one day I had a vision of a man. I won’t disclose the specifics of this person's description, but as I was describing this specific vision to a friend, then in walked the one. I didn't know it at the time and never would have guessed but everything that happened after, lead me back to him over and over in a very synchronistic way. At that point I had thought my intended would be something quite different than this man that I met, much more an opposition of who I was. An opposite direct mirror.  The "one" and I maintained contact through friends and I later found out that the moment he saw me he had decided I was his "one".
After some situations the human ego warranted, finally I gave into the pull. I fell harder than I expected, and everything flew naturally. We had strong moments of frustration merging our identities into but due to outside circumstances, some of our worst influences were guided away. He and I became the best versions of ourselves. A few years of that and outside circumstances found their way back in and we retreated to our previous identities separated. We both felt our lives going different ways. We had our first separation. During that time, I met another that created contrast to the settled opportunity I had with the latter. Though he offered what I thought I craved, he became quite a dead-end road. The "one" and I came back together gradually, as I realized the other while more artistic and etheric, did not have my best interest at heart as the "one" always had. 
At this point I discovered the idea of twin flames and law of attraction. This was the time of my activation. After some time, we tried to integrate the parts of us we thought we had discovered, but I had far out grown the version of myself that my partner could accept.
In the way I was growing into my strength my "one" was learning to be a little softer.  Although who I was being guided to become was an extreme, to the version of me he had expected me to stay he and I both had a little more work to do.
 I was being guided on a very spiritual path. At that point I was sent on a personal journey that took me away from he and my family and I had to endure some harsh alone time. At the time I was guided to invest time with another that I was set was my true twin flame. Over and over I was forced to spend time with this person, I never would have expected could be my ultimate mirror. He was shallow and vain, he thought that everything in the world revolved around him. Literally every aspect of humanity I abhorred. And then it clicked.
He was what I was projecting onto the world. Suddenly my identity shifted, and I lost all of my ego. I felt very deflated. This person moved passed me as if I hadn't mattered, and I realized that is how I had been treating my one from perceiving his contribution to the world as only arrogance. Giving my attention to those that didn't want attention but neglecting those that put in effort to receive attention. 
There was a moment I saw my "one" in another after an epiphany. I had come to a strong purpose in my life and the reflection from this other was proud of the empowerment I felt. As I sat across this date, I saw my actual twin though not incarnate, but his physical implications. Again, I resisted, and the previous false twin made himself known again. At the time I experienced, euphoric downloads of information and on a trip, home became so close to reunion. However, my ego deflected it and moral compass took over with loyalty to the one I was involved with over my true intended, so bogged up that I rejected the real twin flame for the false.
Your consciousness will always test you back into the situations that will guide you back to your twin. Your twin is not a mirror of you. They are a mirror of the contrast you need to grow. It is not about what you are supposed to do or who others think you should be, you will always get repeated guidance towards union. It will come by repeated cycles with your twin that you are meant to learn how to pass into a next stage of intimacy, or you will be guided off course you learn to recognize where your twin always originally had your best at heart despite their initial impressions. 
Months later a situation much like the one that occurred that bonded the "one" and I together happened again and we were back together as if nothing had ever changed. The time that had passed had allowed each of us to see each other in a deeper way than we could before. Past the egoistic entities we identified as. He became accepting of my eccentric, all is Love, spiritual way of looking at things and I of his hard black and white, tough persona.
Together again we are one and the same but a with a new balance to life. We Are the harsh and the gentle in one. We are Yin and Yang. Not always agreeing on the way we see the world. But we see each other. We are love.

Love&Light,
Klarabelle <3

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